Annnnnd there it is

Hello laziness and demotivation! How was your vacation?

Look at that. It took me less than a week. I still WANT to do all those things I said before...but I also want to lay on my couch and eat bon bons.

Actually...I'm doing what I always do...looking for the easy way out. Wondering if my insurance would cover bariatric surgery. Wondering how bad would liposuction and a tummy tuck REALLY hurt? I mean come on, people do it every day...it can't be THAT bad, right?

Here's the thing. As long as we're being honest with each other. I really hate exercise? And this isn't like a "Booo I just dont wanna type of thing". This is a "I despise, with every ounce of my being, I would rather stick a hot fork in my eye, pull out my hair piece by piece, and then drink motor oil than exercise" type of thing. So this is why I always look for the easy way out.
People always tell me, "Just look for something you like to do. Go for a swim, go for a walk". Yeah no. There is no such thing as an exercise I LIKE to do. If it involves sweating, I'm out, cub scout. You see my dilemma.

This is why I'm focusing on eating habits right now. Because I'm building up to the exercising thing. And so far, so good. I've been doing really good on my eating all week and even though I had a desperate, kill someone craving for ice cream, I ate chocolate special K and it did the trick.

So right now, I'll just pretend the gym isn't quite ready for me yet. And ask you to pray for my soul.