If you don't want to hear a bunch of explatives and a debbie downer post, I'd suggest you stop reading now. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.
Earlier in the week I was down 2 lbs. Today I'm back up 3. It makes me feel like everything I'm doing is worthless...once again. Ok, so I suppose my first problem is that I weigh myself daily. I know, I know...I'm not supposed to do that. But it's like an obsession with me...
I know I have to get to the gym. The tentative plan is start that this coming week.
It's hard though, you know? When you feel like nothing is working...to make that extra step to go to the gym. I've been here before...so I add going to the gym. Still nothing changes, and I'm back to square one, sitting here fat, upset, disappointed...
Told you I was going to be Debbie Downer. I warned you. Don't blame me.
Ok. I had my pity party. Part of my new transformation is trying not to let it get to me. So pity party thrown. It went pretty well, as most of my parties do.
Now, I'll go have some Special K and keep at it. At least for now.
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Keep at it, Nicole!! Your steadfastness (word?) is AWESOME!! You can do it, you can do it, you can do it!!
ReplyDeleteYou can totally do it, and yes weighing yourself every day will kill your motivation. Daily your weight fluctuates, so your best bet is to do it once a week. I know its hard, i struggle with wanting to weigh myself every day...but if you can go a few days without doing it, it will make it so much easier on you... :)
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